Handguns. For. Hearts.

wow.
1 day left of school.
and prom.

frills and spills Vs. lets go home.

enjoy.

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May day.
i don't even know what may day is for.
i don't know why i care either. This worries me.
so i spent today doing chemistry, but i'm blatantly going to fail anyway so it probably was a waste of a morning. This afternoon i was chilling with my homeslice jazzi. Twas thrilling. We were going to go into cambercrap, but then we realised that because it was May Day all the buses were fucked up, so we went to the park instead. Talk about the most fun i've ever had. No seriously. Ever. *giggle*
we then spent all afternoon/evening playing monopoly with my brother. Thoroughly enjoyed that bad boy, got to say. But HEYHEYHEY. . . I didn't lose! *beams* I came second.
I'm not feeling to bad right now. I don't want to go back to school at all tomorrow, but at least we are on the final stretch now. Can't wait to get it all done. I swear i won't miss that place at all. The depression has been alleviated a little bit today, but its starting to lurk again, just because i know that its there and will be coming back. Its like a monster that hides in your shadow, and you can't always see it, but you can bet your life that its there. Maybe thats the reason you keep on going, because if you stop, then it'll catch up with you.
I know i'm going back to the doctors soon, because even though it doesnt bother me that i don't sleep, i am starting to lose energy during the days, and theres the constant hot headaches.
But i'd choose them over the nightmares anyday. Argh.
My head is pounding like a biatch.
Okay, computer doesnt help at all.
Peace.
x

so. yer.
loaf is sitting next to me.
hogging the chair.
im floor sitting.
*cough* bitch *cough*
ARGHHHH. i love the horrorpops.
do do do do do de do do.
stfu.
loaf do you have any comments?
SHOOT! :
*ponders over the meaning of life* chloe stole my easter eggs and sold them on ebay. yeah.

okay BIGGEST LIE EVER.
i ate them.
everysingleone.
whilst looking at a picture of you mofo.
tehe.
*blush*
Chloebe loves loafy.
more than pete.
: )
and loaf loves her easter eggs. and chloe. BITCHDFES DOsN\T KNwOW MEEE.
loafy fucked up.
haha.
peace out.
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so this is my first journal.
and i like that it is written today, because this is one of my first up days in a while.
an up day is when there isnt a down day, and it goes back to being a 'kitten, saturdays and ice cream' kind of mood. they are better.
i planned this to be longer, but hey...junk happens.
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